Celebrating The Poetry of Nikki Giovanni
Presented to the Unitarian Universalist Fellowship of Huntington
May 15, 2005
Rev. Paul Ratzlaff
We are blessed with a wonderful cultural resource, the Walt Whitman Birthplace, near the Walt Whitman Mall. (I always gag a little when I see Whitman’s populist words on the walls above The Gap, Macy’s, Abercrombie, et. al., temples of conspicuous consumption!) Each year the Birthplace Association invites a nationally recognized poet to read her or his poetry to celebrate Whitman’s birth. This year they have named Nikki Giovanni as their poet laureate. She will present some of her poems Sunday afternoon, June 5th, beginning at noon. (How I pray that our congregational meeting ends in a timely fashion!)
Today I want to give you a taste of her work, if you haven’t encountered her before, or a reminder if you have. I will focus on three poems written after 9-11 from her 2002 collection Quilting the Black-Eyed Pea. Nikki Giovanni has been writing poems as an African-American expressing our history of civil rights, the assassinations of Martin Luther King, Malcolm X right on up to affairs of our day, such as 9-11, but with an African-American voice. I invite you to listen.
Desperate Acts
(For 9-11)
It’s not easy to understand
Why angry men commit
Desperate acts
It’s not easy to understand
How some dreams become
Nightmares
Those who wish
And those who need
Often feel alone
It’s easy to strike back
But hard to understand
I remember one of my puzzlements when I started to process the horror of 9-11. I wondered what was the internal world of the terrorists like? What were they thinking? I started with my assumption that terrorists are not a different order of being from myself and people I love. I don’t believe in an evil supernatural power that takes over a human for its own evil ends. I assume that the terrorists believed that they were doing good as they understood the “good.” “It’s not easy to understand how some dreams become nightmares,” writes Giovanni. How did their “dreams” become “nightmares?” What were their dreams? How do they differ from mine, from ours?
I fear that by suggesting that we need to understand terrorists, people hear me as wanting to justify their actions. I want to make clear that understanding does not equal legitimizing their actions. However, I do promote understanding as a way of connecting rather than demonizing. Analogously, it’s hard to understand the religious right, but we need to try if we want to counter their appeal. Striking back suppresses, it never transforms. If we going to share this planet, we need to do the hard work of understanding.
She has the evocative line, “Those who wish and those who need often feel alone.” She implies the alienation that the hijackers may have felt – the despair that their wishes and needs would never be met in a world dominated by US and western culture. What action might I take were I to feel so powerless to achieve my wishes and needs?
“It’s so easy to strike back but hard to understand.” Over the past almost four years we the US have struck back with brutal punishment. But what more do we understand?
This next 9-11 poem focuses on the survivors. It helps me appreciate the poet’s gift of giving voice to the voiceless.
Have Dinner with Me
Someone said:
Oh my God! Look at the birds! Those birds didn’t make it.
But the birds weren’t there because the birds knew…Felt…Understood the danger and the opportunity…The birds were gone…Flying in the air…were the people…Were the people who were an hour early because the traffic was always so bad…Were the people who wanted to be praised for their hard work and dedication to the company…Were the brother and the sister at Windows on the World who chopped the onions…washed the lettuces…kneaded the bread dough…opened the oysters…so they could send money to E l Salvador…Nicaragua…Chile…Columbia…
somewhere…anywhere…where a little bit of money…makes a big bit of difference…Flying…because there was no floor…to stand on.
And those who cried cried without tears…Those who cried were without voice…Those who cried howled and we wished they would shut up…and we complained to the Super…and we called Animal control…but they howled because they were in pain…They howled because they understood the loss…They howled because they had to say something…They knew they had lost the people they loved.
Who went into the apartments to look after the dogs…Who went into the apartments to say to the cairn terrier the cocker spaniel the adopted greyhound who had raced his heart out and was now no longer useful but someone his someone had taken him in and given him love and now that person was gone Who told them your friend will not be back today. Your friend did not make it out of the burning building.
Who told the dogs It’s all right to come with me…to take you out…to let me feed you.
The person you look for will not be back.
Who stopped to tell the dogs: You have not been a bad boy. No one came to let you out…You are not a bad boy…you did the best you could…and the person you love is not returning…was caught up in a war…and is no longer with us…went flying because there was no floor…to stand upon.
Who went into the apartments and cleaned the Kitty Litter and said to the cats: Your person will not be back…and you have to find a new home…but kittens find new homes because they are young and cute…Cats don’t find new homes…because they have habits…and attitudes…and no one wants anything with habits…and attitudes…and memories…and you may survive this but you will not survive that.
Who went into the dark apartment…to tell the old lady sitting in the rocker…humming to herself…knowing…the news but not…wanting the news
Who went in to say: Come and have dinner with me.
This is a time of neighbors
This is a time of neighborhoods
Somebody had to
Feed the fish…Pet the dog…Call the cat
Eat with the old folks
Come…have dinner with me
“Come…have dinner with me.” What a powerful symbol of all the ways we reached out to each other after 9-11 to repair the torn fabric of our community. Remember the many kindnesses extended to strangers. On the road, for a time, people were more thoughtful. People spoke tenderly with folks they didn’t know, the toll takers, cashiers, gas cowboys – wanting to hold and be held. And, of course, as Giovanni so poignantly reminds us, there were those who took in the other beings that share our world, and depend on us, our pets. “Come…have dinner with me.” Neighborhood how elusive, and yet how strong it can be when called on.
The third poem is this:
The Self-Evident Poem
It was never theirs to begin with…they came and took it and now it is taken back…that much anyone can see…it’s self-evident…no further explanation needed…
This poem is self-evident too…this poem needs no further explanation…this poem stands on its own as its own for its own sake…this poem is happy
Sometimes this poem feels lonely…Sometimes this poem yearns for a poem to talk with and laugh with and maybe have a glass of wine with in some nice little neighborhood corner café where everybody knows your name
And sometimes this poem just wants to take a book and go to central park and read
It’s self-evident that life is about the good we do not the evil that is left behind and there is so much evil in the world sitting in so many high places telling so many lies while choking the life out of the vulnerable and the helpless and you’ve just got to love black folks for being able to bury the lynched and the burned for being able to bear the lash and lies for finding a song to lift our spirits and send out souls to a better place.
And you’ve just got to feel sorry for white folks who still do not understand this is another century and we just can’t keep bombing the same people over and over again because we don’t want to admit the craziness is home grown.
So this poem prays for peace and hopes it can find another poem to peddle for peace and they find a poem which walks for peace and they find a poem which flies for peace and maybe they will all get together and raise a song that drowns the war cries the capital punishment cries and sad cries of lost people looking for an empire that was never theirs to begin with.
I’m struck with the irony of the phrase “self-evident” repeated in this “self-evident poem.” When a descendent of slaves repeats the phrase self-evident, I cannot help but think of our Declaration of Independence: “We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal….” Hardly self-evident to a slave held by these patriots proclaiming self-evident truths!
Hence the irony in suggesting that European colonists now face the “fact” that this country is no longer “theirs.” It was never theirs to begin with…they came and took it and now it is taken back…that much anyone can see…it’s self-evident…no further explanation needed…
Then she turns the phrase to affirm her own self – her “inherent worth and dignity” to remind us of our first UU principle. Her “poem” is not less than her self. This poem is self-evident too…this poem needs no further explanation…this poem stands on its own as its own for its own sake…
Yet another obvious reality, a self-evident truth, is that black people have forgiven barbarism beyond measure, and have given us all a spirit that lifts us all out of the mire of hatred and rage. …[Y]ou’ve just got to love black folks for being able to bury the lynched and the burned for being able to bear the lash and lies for finding a song to lift our spirits and send our souls to a better place.
And white folks still don’t get that you can’t force another people to be a democracy, to be “free” as we define “free.” And you’ve just got to feel sorry for white folks who still do not understand this is another century and we just can’t keep bombing the same people over and over again because we don’t want to admit the craziness is home grown. What is the home grown craziness? I can only guess that it’s the assumption of white superiority and domination over all others on this planet.
So this poem prays for peace and hope it can find another poem to peddle for peace and they find a poem which walks for peace and they find a poem which flies for peace and maybe they will all get together and raise a song that drowns the war cries the capital punishment cries and sad cries of lost people looking for an empire that was never theirs to begin with.
Will we answer Giovanni’s hope? Will we be the people – poems – that bicycle, walk and fly for peace so that we can raise a song that drowns the war cries the capital punishment cries and sad cries of lost people looking for an empire that was never theirs to begin with? I pray with her that we shout, “yes.”
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